Need to be Diggin', Diggin', & Diggin'

These past 3 days have made me feel as if I'm in a rut. On Thursday, I came home from work early because I had a migraine and nauseated stomach. That night, I couldn't sleep at all, which is VERY unusual for me. I think I ended up falling asleep at 3:30am-ish. When it was time for me to wake up and get ready for work (5:30am), I knew that was not happening. I feel back asleep and woke up at 7:20am to call in sick. Since I didn't sleep the night before, my plan was to sleep-in or to stay awake and take a long nap in the afternoon. However, either plan did not happen. I could not go back to sleep for anything! Before I knew it, it was 4pm. So, I decided to give in and go make dinner.

My husband came home, and our plans were to eat dinner and watch a movie together. However, plans did not go accordingly, once again. Brandon and I got into a meaningless fight, and he refused to eat dinner. I ate dinner alone while he fell asleep in the recliner. For the rest of the evening, I watched movies by myself.

I just feel in a rut right now, and I don't know what to do about it. I know I shouldn't be upset at Brandon, but I can't help it. I want things to change so badly, but I don't know how to go about changing them.

Brandon's under a ton of stress right now. He just started his last semester of college, and he's already feeling overwhelmed. One of his classes is over 1 project; nothing else except for that project. If he doesn't pass that class, he doesn't graduate. Needless to say, he's focused on his classes. All of the stress is starting to build up between us. It's hard for me to bring up anything about our marriage to him because I know he's under a lot of stress due to his classes. I will be so ready for him to be done with classes so I can have my husband back. I'm tired of feeling like I'm the only one living here and working on the house.

So, I feel like I'm in a rut. I just hope I find a way to get myself out!