Just a Blah Kind of Day

I woke up this morning bright eyed and bushy tailed. It felt like it was going to be a good day. I had my morning coffee BEFORE I left for work, and I actually got to work on time. Then, people started talking to me. Everyone just kept telling me how they were so glad that I was back. I totally started losing it. The tears were flowing and not stopping.

I went ahead and started seeing my kids. However, by 9:30, I was ready to go home. I told myself that I wasn't going home today because I couldn't continue "hiding out" at home. I had to persist and push myself. Even though I didn't want to, I knew I needed to. I kept seeing my kids, hoping that things would change and turn around. That didn't happen. After lunch, I decided that today was just going to be a "relax day" with the rest of the kids. We were just going to play games and have fun. I was still monitoring their speech and language, and actually, it gave me good insight on new things that some kids needed help with.

Once the 3:00 bells rang to let school out, I was out of there! I packed my stuff up and headed home.

I haven't done one thing tonight. Came home, took a nap, ate at Dairy Queen, and now blogging! I plan on taking a HOT BUBBLE BATH soon after Biggest Loser is over. I deserve a bubble bath. Hopefully, it will help me relax and be able to rest tonight. GOD BLESS!